Aku pikir, satu-satunya pengobat rindu adalah pertemuan, ya, seharusnya begitu. Tapi, untukku pertemuan seperti salah satu ujian yang dapat menggoyahkan hati ku, setelah malam itu aku memutuskan untuk melupakanmu. 
Tak perlu berada didekatmu untuk membuat ku bahagia, mencuri pandang dan melihatmu tersenyum sudah cukup membuat ku lega, berarti kamu baik-baik saja. Pertemuan 7.230 detik itu membuat ku bahagia tapi sekaligus menyedihkan, ketika kamu pergi tanpa sepatah kata pun padaku, ah memang aku bukan siapa-siapa pikirku, aku memandangi punggungmu, hati kecilku masih berharap kamu akan berbalik, tapi tidak. Bahkan bayanganmu pun sudah tidak terlihat.
Pertemuan 7.230 detik itu hanya ujian yang menggoyahkan hati ku. Padahal sudah banyak malam aku lewati tanpa mu, tanpa sapa, canda, tawa, dan obrolan ringan kita yang mungkin biasa saja, tapi tidak buatku yang mungkin sedang jatuh hati padamu. Dan malam ini, seharusnya aku tak perlu risau lagi mengingatmu. Tapi, kenyataanya berbalik, setelah pertemuan 7.230 detik malam itu.
Tidak, kamu tidak mematahkan hatiku, justru kamu menghidupkannya kembali dengan cara yang sederhana dan aku yakin kamu pun tak sadar membuatku seperti ini.

Malam ini, aku terlalu sulit menghapus bayanganmu hingga berada didalam tulisanku di ruang rindu, 04 juni 2016 23:10. 

What i wear:

Hijab: womenneed 

Top: T.R.E.A Pinkemma

Blazer: Details

Pants: Ann Design

Bag: Elizabeth

Shoes: Yongki Komaladi

"I will leave my heart at the door. I won't say a word. They've all been said before, you know. So why don't we just play pretend. Like we're not scared of what is coming next. Or scared of having nothing left
Look, don't get me wrong. I know there is no tomorrow. All I ask is...
If this is my last night with you. Hold me like I'm more than just a friend. Give me a memory I can useTake me by the hand while we do what lovers do. It matters how this ends. Cause what if I never love again?
I don't need your honesty. It's already in your eyes. And i'm sure in my eyes, they speak for me. No one knows me like you do. And since you're the only one that matters. Tell me who do i run to" Adele-All i ask

Failure is not the opposite of success, it's part of success-unknown 

It's been a long day without you my friend. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. We've come a long way from where we began. Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. When I see you again
Damn who knew all the planes we flew. Good things we've been through. That I'll be standing right here. Talking to you about another path. I know we loved to hit the road and laugh. But something told me that it wouldn't last. Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture. Those were the days hard work forever pays now i see you in a better place
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?. Everything I went through you were standing there by my side. And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
First you both go out your way. And the vibe is feeling strong and what's. Small turn to a friendship a friendship. Turn into a bond and that bond will never. Be broke and the love will never get lost. And when brotherhood come first then the line. Will never be crossed established it on our own. When that line had to be drawn and that line is what. We reach so remember me when I'm gone
So let the light guide your way hold every memory. As you go and every road you take will always lead you home

Dan, mereka bilang iya. Katanya kamu sakit kanker darah, setahun belakangan ini. Aku nggak percaya rasanya, kamu selalu terlihat sehat, aku stalking path kamu langsung dan ternyata memang kamu sering update di Path lagi di RS walau tanpa status yang menunjukkan kamu sakit. Aku nggak pernah tau kamu sakit, Sar :") kata temenku yang lain Sarah kalau ditanya kabar selalu bilang "lagi nggak sehat" tapi nggak bilang sakitnya apa.

Suatu hari nanti kita pasti ketemu lagi Sar, InsyaAllah. See you again, Sarah. See you in a better place :)